My name is Titan. I'm a girl. Young, but feel old. I feel empty, like something from me is missing. Although i've already been to hell and back, the days still continue to get darker and life gets harder.

I hate myself, I think i'm disgusting, and currently I am trying to work on myself in attempt to one day be beautiful.

I feel like I am never good enough. Being abandoned by everyone in my life makes me feel like this.

There is alot to me. I'm not all depressed-like, sometimes i'm in really good moods and forget about everything for the moment. Other times I break down and cry. For the most part, no one realizes my pain. I hide it. I'm good at that.

I do alot of drugs. I recommend doing drugs if you don't.

My favorites are esctacy, coke, and of course weed.
And all kinds of pills.

So, on this blog is my life. http://www.tumblr.com/blog/surfacedpain

It has a password on it because i'm not into sharing my thoughts with those who are close minded, ya know? I will give you the password if you ask, it's interesting.


11.23.11